Spent my rent money on a Pokémon card. It was holographic.

I am a 34-year-old man. I saw a first-edition holographic Charizard at a flea market for $400. I had $420 in my bank account. Rent was $380. I did the math. The math said Charizard. Landlord is not happy. Charizard is beautiful. I regret nothing. Please help. 🙏