I sent flowers to my favorite idol every week for 4 years.

Every Monday. Same flower shop. $55 arrangement. I wrote a card every time. 208 cards over 4 years. I do not know if she read them. I do not know if she received them. I sent them to the agency address. The agency has never confirmed anything. Last month she announced graduation. I sent one final arrangement for $200 with a card that said "thank you for everything." I received an automated response. I have $0 in savings. I regret nothing. I need rent money. 🙏